Now & Then
لا أعلم من سأكون. ولا أعلم أين سأكون. ولكن أعلم أن الله سيختار لي الخير.
Ok Guys, I was REAALLLY bored.
(To the tune of “Party in the USA”)
I hopped on the train (Hogwart’s Express)
with my trunk and my cauldron
Going to the school of magic,
the only place that I fit in
Hurry to find Hermione and Ron
Kids check me out, thinking that I’m “the chosen one”,
This…
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I’m a mess. A complete mess. I might say this way too often that I am done with myself but never a time when I said it, I didn’t mean it. Yes, where is the self-love? Help me find it first and then you talk to me.
At this age, I only have a few amanah to do my best in yet I failed. When will I ever it be a mess? When will I ever untangle myself from myself? When will I ever not be done with myself?
Ya Rabb, please help me in my journey to be the best version of myself.
Kentang
Having power is not that great after all. I don’t get people who are risking their souls and others just for that earthly power. It’s all futile.
These days, I felt that I’ve been given the power. The power to know certain things. Alhamdulillah, it has helped me in some ways. But I know this blessing is also a test for me. Somehow, I know a few things, things that don’t concern me and don’t benefit in any way, yet I feed on them. Sometimes, I hate myself for knowing too much. And sometimes I just wish people will stop telling me things for I don’t know what to do with that.
I had the power yet I didn’t use it well. I used it instinctively, only to end up destructively. I’ve hurt someone precious to me yet again. It’s like I carry a belt of knives everywhere I go. It’s like I don’t deserve humans around me for I will only hurt them in the most painful way. I’m no better than a corrupted dictator who misuses her power. Who am I to judge other’s potential when I don’t even have one?
Ya Rabb, please guide me to the right path all the way to Firdaus.
Kentang
More than ever, I felt lonely
So I tried to convince myself that I am not
For I have Him
Then I realised how weak I am
To rely on mere humans
When I have Him
And I continue to pray that I stay in His favour
And that He will not leave me, a weak servant
Kentang